love happiness
it will occur some day. for sure.
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crazy.loud.fun.candid.super shopaholic.dances to the music.loves family.loves djmxs.
Monday, June 15, 2009, 6:10 PM
♥ shanjoo
Saturday, June 13, 2009, 11:09 PM
its been a week filled with gatherings! its a happy week! =)on monday, i met up with derrick to go shopping in town, and met marilyn for dinner!
on thursday, i met with cheryl and wanxin and pamela to go for shopping, dinner n hall productions. hall 11 production was really kudos. really funny. when i saw alvin lye on stage, i couldnt stop my laughter. but i still have to keep my laughter silent. its a chinese production. so its kinda weird to hear them speak proper chinese with some slang and emphasis.
on friday, i met up with huiling for shopping, then joined nina, daryl, mark and jinyong, my jc friends for dinner at cadele, raffles place. the food n desserts r REALLY nice. but somehow, the banana dessert taste lk rotten banana. but overall, the taste is still good. some of them changed for the better, some of them are just as good as the past, and ppl lk huiling is still as BLUR as ever. but i still love her since she gave me the boys before flowers ost. lol. its been half a year since i met up with these bunch of friends. but it remains so fun, laughable, joyful to be with them. hope i wont meet them too long later again. =)
today's day out with mummy and sis. i've been out for 2 consecutive nights, so its some time for my family! town's getting boring. but it still fascinates me with new interesting products.
alright. its TV time!
have a happy sunday folks!
sunday morning up with the lark, i think i'll take a walk in the park,
HEY HEY HEY its a BEAUTIFUL DAY!
HEY HEY HEY its a BEAUTIFUL DAY!
♥ shanjoo
Saturday, June 6, 2009, 11:00 PM
IM GG BALI!!!! =)
yes yes. after so much hardwork to put everyone's schedule together, getting the accommodation, flight and timings all right,
WE'RE FINALLY GG OVERSEAS TOGETHER!!!
today's family day with my maternal grandma, aunties and cousins.
nice chit chat, mahjong, dinner.
probably i still havent got over her departure.
i miss her from time to time.
i miss her voice and presence.
esp during the annual events when she'll always prepare our favourite food and be there.
now, its only the susan's version left.
like a saying go: until someone's gone, you'll never know how much u love/miss her.
so pls love your parents, grandparents, brothers, sisters, aunties, uncles and cousins.
esp those that you treasure, and those that dote on you.
don't start to regret only when they're gone.
then again, im missing you.
yet you never ever know.
yes yes. after so much hardwork to put everyone's schedule together, getting the accommodation, flight and timings all right,
WE'RE FINALLY GG OVERSEAS TOGETHER!!!
today's family day with my maternal grandma, aunties and cousins.
nice chit chat, mahjong, dinner.
probably i still havent got over her departure.
i miss her from time to time.
i miss her voice and presence.
esp during the annual events when she'll always prepare our favourite food and be there.
now, its only the susan's version left.
like a saying go: until someone's gone, you'll never know how much u love/miss her.
so pls love your parents, grandparents, brothers, sisters, aunties, uncles and cousins.
esp those that you treasure, and those that dote on you.
don't start to regret only when they're gone.
then again, im missing you.
yet you never ever know.
♥ shanjoo
Saturday, May 30, 2009, 4:01 PM
carnival carnival carnival.omgosh. Ping Yi is 25 years old! but its history is sure more than that!
i was sitting on the benches with yl to wait for mum and dad, and it came to me that
although Ping Yi's no gem no crystal no bling no diamond, its just heartwarming and cozy.
yest i met an accident with a taxi. shant say who's fault it is. he say he's right. i say i'm right.
just count myself unlucky. to meet taxi uncle. i wouldnt wanna scream at him.
DRIVE CAREFULLY.
check blind spots.
don't dash through amber light/blinking light
don't exceed speed limit
observe lane discipline
2 second rule
watch out for where you're gg
N WHERE OTHERS ARE GG!!
♥ shanjoo
Thursday, May 28, 2009, 9:47 PM
it's been more than a week since the cremation.if i say i don't miss grandma, im cheating the whole world and myself.
i miss her so dearly.
absence makes the heart grow fonder.
i miss her presence. i miss her voice. i miss her tender loving care.
on another note, i've been idling for weeks.
left with nothing, nothing to do.
seeking jobs, and meeting many weird experiences and people.
exercising at home. killing time. drawing the extensive family tree.
and how many weeks more to school reopening?
♥ shanjoo
Wednesday, May 20, 2009, 6:12 PM
Grandma's gone to Heaven for good.
There's so many memories of her.
Everything that happened for the past 9 days was indescribable.
from home to hospital to her last breathe, last heartbeat
from day 1 to day 7 to cremation to ash collection.
WE MISS MAMA DEARLY.
Goodbye Mama.
Pls watch over the family.
Thank You friends that came to visit me, and pay grandma the last respect.
Thank You friends, relatives, and colleagues that helped our family throughout the wake and the whole way to cremation.
From the bottom of my heart,
a million Thank You.
I see everyone's hardwork to make this wake a success.
To let grandma have a glorious wake, and go to Heaven to meet grandpa.
MAMA, BYE BYE.
永在怀念中。
Everything that happened for the past 9 days was indescribable.
from home to hospital to her last breathe, last heartbeat
from day 1 to day 7 to cremation to ash collection.
WE MISS MAMA DEARLY.
Goodbye Mama.
Pls watch over the family.
Thank You friends that came to visit me, and pay grandma the last respect.
Thank You friends, relatives, and colleagues that helped our family throughout the wake and the whole way to cremation.
From the bottom of my heart,
a million Thank You.
I see everyone's hardwork to make this wake a success.
To let grandma have a glorious wake, and go to Heaven to meet grandpa.
MAMA, BYE BYE.
永在怀念中。
♥ shanjoo
Wednesday, May 13, 2009, 12:00 AM
it was an early-morning day.
fetched my maternal grandma and aunt to the airport for their trip to taiwan.
because of the episode of things tat happened, i didnt feel lk staying at hm, or bring alone.
so i called mary to join me at pp.
met xy at pp, and we soon headed to tamp.
suppose to have movies with chaijing.
i called daddy to check out grandma's conditions, and he said tat she's fine.
so we went on to get the tix.
shopped shopped walked walked laughed laughed.
mary picked up her phone...
its my mummy...
grandma wants to see us...
she say grandpa's bringing her away...
rushed home to pick up yl and to the office to pick up mum
and ZOOM, i went to the hospital.
because of H1N1, they only allow 2 visitor at a visiting time.
but bc of grandma's condition, we were allowed to visit her 2 at a time between the visiting hours.
slowing, we went up and down.
the whole family stood tgt to wait and queue to go up to see her.
the temperature screening was so stringent.
daddy, mummy, sis, and eldest aunt couldnt pass the test probably bc of anxiety and the surrounding temp where we all stood.
they had to gobble themselves with water, visit the toilet to cool themselves off.
finally, its my turn.
she didnt speak a word to me. she just looked at me.
i tried hard to show her a wide smile. but the mask just hidden it.
not long after, i went down to let the others go up to visit her.
stayed on at the lobby till ard 6 plus 7, and was told to bring yl home since she's got test tmr.
our own speculation, the doctor's speculation.
we don't know when she's gonna leave us.
she's shown many signs of leaving.
it aches to see her leave.
but we want her to be relief from the pain soon.
my heart is beating darn quickly now.
i recall the scene of awaiting grandpa's departure 2 years back.
my fear...
fetched my maternal grandma and aunt to the airport for their trip to taiwan.
because of the episode of things tat happened, i didnt feel lk staying at hm, or bring alone.
so i called mary to join me at pp.
met xy at pp, and we soon headed to tamp.
suppose to have movies with chaijing.
i called daddy to check out grandma's conditions, and he said tat she's fine.
so we went on to get the tix.
shopped shopped walked walked laughed laughed.
mary picked up her phone...
its my mummy...
grandma wants to see us...
she say grandpa's bringing her away...
rushed home to pick up yl and to the office to pick up mum
and ZOOM, i went to the hospital.
because of H1N1, they only allow 2 visitor at a visiting time.
but bc of grandma's condition, we were allowed to visit her 2 at a time between the visiting hours.
slowing, we went up and down.
the whole family stood tgt to wait and queue to go up to see her.
the temperature screening was so stringent.
daddy, mummy, sis, and eldest aunt couldnt pass the test probably bc of anxiety and the surrounding temp where we all stood.
they had to gobble themselves with water, visit the toilet to cool themselves off.
finally, its my turn.
she didnt speak a word to me. she just looked at me.
i tried hard to show her a wide smile. but the mask just hidden it.
not long after, i went down to let the others go up to visit her.
stayed on at the lobby till ard 6 plus 7, and was told to bring yl home since she's got test tmr.
our own speculation, the doctor's speculation.
we don't know when she's gonna leave us.
she's shown many signs of leaving.
it aches to see her leave.
but we want her to be relief from the pain soon.
my heart is beating darn quickly now.
i recall the scene of awaiting grandpa's departure 2 years back.
my fear...
♥ shanjoo