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Iris Joanne Joelle Marilyn Nancy Nicole Xiu Yi Yi Lian

Monday, May 11, 2009, 11:22 PM

the nights have probably been so long for her.
she's in pain. we can't feel it, but we hear it.
she's been on fever for 3 days.

my auntie, uncle came over to visit at seperate timings yest.
she didnt speak much. she spoke selectively.
my auntie teared to see her in such state.
my auntie visited my great grandma, who's also sick, in the afternoon.
great grandma says tat she'll leave tgt with grandma.
great grandma is still fighting on. she's brave and couragous. her memory is still very good.
but grandma is just lying there. counting her days.
auntie couldnt bear to ask her to leave with the Buddha if she sees him.
but it'll probably be better if she lives happily in heaven than suffer in bed.

she's grown even weaker today.
her stomach's bloated. she's getting breathless.
the whole family came to see her.
all the aunties teared.
she's still holding on... holding on...
the family's decided to send her to the hospital.
we only want to reduce her pain and suffering.

grandma, pls be strong, don't be afraid.
follow the Buddha to heaven, if you see him.

媽媽,你要坚强, 不要害怕。
如果你看到菩萨,就跟他一起到天堂吧。

love...




shanjoo

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