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Iris Joanne Joelle Marilyn Nancy Nicole Xiu Yi Yi Lian

Wednesday, May 13, 2009, 12:00 AM

it was an early-morning day.
fetched my maternal grandma and aunt to the airport for their trip to taiwan.

because of the episode of things tat happened, i didnt feel lk staying at hm, or bring alone.
so i called mary to join me at pp.
met xy at pp, and we soon headed to tamp.
suppose to have movies with chaijing.
i called daddy to check out grandma's conditions, and he said tat she's fine.
so we went on to get the tix.
shopped shopped walked walked laughed laughed.
mary picked up her phone...
its my mummy...
grandma wants to see us...
she say grandpa's bringing her away...
rushed home to pick up yl and to the office to pick up mum
and ZOOM, i went to the hospital.

because of H1N1, they only allow 2 visitor at a visiting time.
but bc of grandma's condition, we were allowed to visit her 2 at a time between the visiting hours.
slowing, we went up and down.
the whole family stood tgt to wait and queue to go up to see her.
the temperature screening was so stringent.
daddy, mummy, sis, and eldest aunt couldnt pass the test probably bc of anxiety and the surrounding temp where we all stood.
they had to gobble themselves with water, visit the toilet to cool themselves off.

finally, its my turn.
she didnt speak a word to me. she just looked at me.
i tried hard to show her a wide smile. but the mask just hidden it.
not long after, i went down to let the others go up to visit her.
stayed on at the lobby till ard 6 plus 7, and was told to bring yl home since she's got test tmr.

our own speculation, the doctor's speculation.
we don't know when she's gonna leave us.
she's shown many signs of leaving.
it aches to see her leave.
but we want her to be relief from the pain soon.

my heart is beating darn quickly now.
i recall the scene of awaiting grandpa's departure 2 years back.
my fear...




shanjoo

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