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do you know how it feels when a lizard dies in your cupboard, at an unreachable corner? and you have no idea if maggots or ants will come? or maybe the lizard is not dead, n its laying eggs inside?

do you know how it feels to be a floater for tutorial, seeing everyone else in cliques, knowing no one?

do you know how it feels when you come home, finding the things that u once arrange, rearranged? when those things in the left cupboard moved to the right cupboard. those things placed in front are placed at the back?

do you know how it feels when you told your maid to do smth, and come home after 4 days realising its undone, because your sister told her its quite impossible to be done? n guess what? you accomplished it in less than 10 minutes on your own.

do you know how it feels when your friend keep repeating things that r not so pleasing to the ear over n over?

do you know how it feels when u keep asking yourselves why you are carrying such a heavy bag taking train home, when you could have passed your driving long ago, and drive yourselves home?

do you know how it feels when you finally end the week at school, return home on a thursday and start planning good things for friday, when your mum come home to announce to you that u've got to go help out on friday?

do you know how it feels?

call me fussy shit, demanding, temperamental, picking on small things. but im JUST PISSED OFF! sometimes a small good deed in life can change someone's day for the better, and a bad deed can cause a super bad day? probably this just isnt my week.

im still clueless abt what to do with the lizard. i hope tutorials will get better; im trying not to think abt group allocation. ill get over what my maid have done in 1 night. i will forget how my friend pissed me off by this week. i will pass my driving this valentine's day. i will go for work tmr, and do it well n get over and done with it.

i will.

love happiness it will occur some day. for sure.
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Friday, January 9, 2009, 12:22 AM do you know how it feels when a lizard dies in your cupboard, at an unreachable corner? and you have no idea if maggots or ants will come? or maybe the lizard is not dead, n its laying eggs inside? do you know how it feels to be a floater for tutorial, seeing everyone else in cliques, knowing no one? do you know how it feels when you come home, finding the things that u once arrange, rearranged? when those things in the left cupboard moved to the right cupboard. those things placed in front are placed at the back? do you know how it feels when you told your maid to do smth, and come home after 4 days realising its undone, because your sister told her its quite impossible to be done? n guess what? you accomplished it in less than 10 minutes on your own. do you know how it feels when your friend keep repeating things that r not so pleasing to the ear over n over? do you know how it feels when u keep asking yourselves why you are carrying such a heavy bag taking train home, when you could have passed your driving long ago, and drive yourselves home? do you know how it feels when you finally end the week at school, return home on a thursday and start planning good things for friday, when your mum come home to announce to you that u've got to go help out on friday? do you know how it feels? call me fussy shit, demanding, temperamental, picking on small things. but im JUST PISSED OFF! sometimes a small good deed in life can change someone's day for the better, and a bad deed can cause a super bad day? probably this just isnt my week. im still clueless abt what to do with the lizard. i hope tutorials will get better; im trying not to think abt group allocation. ill get over what my maid have done in 1 night. i will forget how my friend pissed me off by this week. i will pass my driving this valentine's day. i will go for work tmr, and do it well n get over and done with it. i will. ♥ shanjoo Comments [0]