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Wednesday, July 23, 2008, 11:48 PM
had a rather humorous conversation with xy and marie (forced to edit...) last night. i think i was mainly the joker thru out. i just cant stop being retarded when im with them. it just flows naturally.n "animals" is just an illustration. i very much wouldnt lk to be a lion u know? N EVERYONE, I OFFICIALLY DECLARE THAT I'M NO LONGER WORKING!!!! ;) although there are still some task i have to finish up, i no longer have to commit myself to the 830 time. happy happy! had a lil farewell lunch planned by the others. there's presents too! these 8 mths had been my longest time spent inside. n i've indeed learnt alot more than i've ever did. though it just looks lk a lil MISS PRINCESS seat, it doesnt always seem as easy as it is, especially when KING & QUEEN dont treat me lk PRINCESS there. more like a slave of the servants. haha. this is abit exaggerated. but its tough to be working for urself when u set high expectations n uphold a "cannot fail" spirit. but this had indeed been a memorable 8 mths. n a certificate for myself to proof that my determination can go far if i wanna get something done; something that i've probably nvr pushed myself so far when im in school. just imagine me pushing myself beyond whatever i've ever done in school. abit lunatic alr. grandma's admitted into hospital again. this time round more serious. we just wanna pray that the doc's diagnosis is wrong. it makes my uber confused now. esp when i think abt my bad dream last night Please do not bring her away from me when i've just learnt to love n treasure her more than ever in my life. gg for movies with the girls tmr. hopefully it'll help bring my worries n all away for awhile. i need to pour everything out from my brain. ABIT OVERFLOWING. ♥ shanjoo
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