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Wednesday, May 21, 2008, 11:25 PM
every relief effort in china seem to be so heartbreaking, yet touching.the volunteers played games with the little orphans, gave the children balloons to stamp on so that they can release their fears, gave them a paper and asked them to tear out their memories of the earthquake frm the paper, and fold the remainder into a paper aeroplane to throw into the sky n let it fly, to signify that they can get out of their fears n memories to fly freely lk the aeroplane. some older children broke down, some are still too innocent to understand the pain of losing their loved ones. the adults tat lost their children in the collasped school gathered together to hold a funeral for their children, and they wrote the name of their children on a cloth with their own blood. how painful is that to watch, and goes without saying, to experience the pain itself. it just shows us how fragile life is. met up with the girls and derr at pp for dinner today; since i wanted to go collect mum's cake, plus hy is avail for dinner. no doubt that dinner had been very enjoyable with all the chit chatting, sharing and laughing. somehow, when fl asked for help, everyone ignored. since i was enjoying my ice cream, n i thot others will help, i didnt offer to help her. but apparently, NO ONE offered to help at all. so obviously, she became frustrated and pissed off. she ended up doing it herself helplessly. and since we all know she's alr flared up, no one wanted to go near; in case she burst. we became engrossed by other stuff as she is still HELPLESSLY trying to get it done. she made another request, which apparently i didnt hear, but some others heard. but once again, NO ONE offered to help. i wanted to try her ice cream. so i asked if i can try. n she responded "come here n get it urself!" she actually misinterpretated the ice cream for smth else. her tone was so scary, i didnt dare to go over, even though the ice cream is super seducing. she did it all by herself, and stomped out of the shop. M somehow got shouted by fl 2 times on behalf of us. oh well... im sorry, fl. it was lk a "pls help..." but everyone simply ignored incident. totally not intentionally. in the past, we can just be angry with each other for 1 min, and the next min, everyone's laughing at another stupid act together. wat nice days were those? somehow, as ppl grow up, ppl change. some for good, some remind. although we always love to stay at those times, but we know its impossible. although sometimes we know tat someone is angry, we choose to laugh thru it. although all say they love all. but do all really love all? friendship is such a weird thing. u get angry and cry abt it. u laugh and smile abt it. sometimes its just abt promises and commitments- is a reply or a return call very difficult to ask of? but somehow it seems super difficult. bc i missed the part tat need to be replied. bc i didnt see the msg. bc its alr very late when i saw the msg. bc my phone is flat. a division soccer finals- MJ VS VJ; 2-1! YIPPY! all the rest can go fly kite! kudos MJ SOCCER! ♥ shanjoo
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