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Thursday, June 14, 2007, 12:14 AM
i may not be blogging for some time. i hope i will stop wasting precious time.
its 11 days to mid yrs. yet i've only completed less than 10% of all 4 subjects. maybe say 2%?! i'm feeling really shitty now.
i cant force myself to sit down n study.
my eyes are just attracted to tv, if not i wanna slp.
what else am i good at?! i have forgotten.
i no longer c myself as who i was.
i cannot rmb how i did my revision.
i cannot rmb how A look like.
i cannot rmb how my friends were nice.
i keep telling myself tmr tmr. BUT HOW MANY TMR DO I HAVE?!
miracles happened on me last 0 lvls, last promo.
what will happen to me this mid yr, this prelim, this A lvls?
i only have 11 more days.
I WILL PROMISE MYSELF TO BE GOOD FOR THE NEXT 5 MONTHS!
♥ shanjoo
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